free write

I truly don't feel like writing today. To be honest i really don't want to do any thing,but go to sleep. I have no idea why I've been so tried lately. I guess its because I have been doing so much lately that my body can't keep up. Between work and school i really have no time to relax. Then when I can find time off of work or school i have to much stuff to caught up on at home to go to sleep. Then the thought of going to college is a whole other problem in its self. I believe it is so hard because I honestly have no idea what i want to go to school for: I don't even know if i want to go to school. I think its not that I don't want to got to school just that fact that i don't want to waste 4 to 6 years and thousands of dollars for some thing I'm not going to use for the rest of my life. Don't get me wrong knowledge is a great thing to have, but I just don't want to spend all that time and money learning to be a business Major, just an example, then work as a teacher for the rest of my live. But because I'm the person that I am everyone wants more then college from me and I just don't know if that is me. As of right now that is all that's on my mind so i guess this is the END.