free write from 11/19 TALASIA

Its amazing how bad things can get to somebody,how hurt can make them say and do crazy things. You might feel like nobody understands this feeling like you do. You might have to cry,fight,or just stay to yourself. From personal experiece the pain is too much to bare. It brings on random break downs , random moments where you black out. Sometimes you just need to feel comfort, have someone there to tell love you and tell you everything will be alright. Keeping your feelings to yourself might be a resolution to the problem. Nobody will understand the severity of your hurt like you do. The thought of it brings tears runnning down your face. So I put on my tough skin. My tough skin cracks sometimes but it only takes a few seconds to patch it back up. It’s a easy thing to teach. Its also a hard habit to get rid of. You might be wishing it could end, that you could feel happy again. But it just takes so long for you to start seeing alittle bit of light. Cover it up. Laugh like you don’t want to cry. Make jokes like you don’t want to fight. Have fun like you don’t want to crawl in a corner .