CFW

This Crhistmas was a very very special one to me. I actually got more gifts and money then i expected, even though i did not tell anyone to get me anything, so i feel that this year my parents and grandparents felt i deserved much more and i hope that is how they really feel because i love to impress and show them that i work hard during my school hours and when i get home im out of trouble and being productive along with making money on the side with my dad or the deli i work at four times a week. I felt like a lot of people are starting to see me as more then jus an indivuidual or a worker and even more then just being there i feel like i am leaving a presence that stays wherever i go after i leave and my boss even gave me a big christmas bonus that was never asked for and at first i could not take it, but he convinced me i deserved it, and to to tell the truth i feel as if i did deserve it and every single day more and more people are starting to see me as an adult instead of some random kid that just turned 18 and is about to do nothing with themselves or thier life, such as pursuing a further education or joining the work force like a lot of people that i see every single day just ruing thier lives, but i have been taught better and this is the reason why i am already working and i am going to take a road to college because i feel that even if some things that i learn are not helping me out right now, they might help me out later in life, and having a job and college at the same time, i feel like that is going to teach me more responsibility. Your probably wondering why all this has nothing to do with christmas but it doesn indeed, see this whole year i have been sitting back and really obversing the world and absorbing everything thats been going on, with that said, this past christmas made me really appriciate life and every thing i have because its not always going to be there, and neither are you.