christmas free write

every year xmas seem to get less and less exciteing. When i was a little kid i use to get soo excited. I wouldnt sleep all night because i was so excited for "santa" to bring me presents. I would always sneek a peek at the tree to see how much presents i got left before i went tpo wake up my parents. I would wake them up run down stairs and start to tair open presents like a mad man. i would get soo worked up over all my gifts. I would scream and holler about everything i got i would be soo happy. Ever since i found out "santa" wasnt real xmas has been boring. I always no what im goin to get now soo their is no suprise . It takes all the fun out of xmas. Xmas is just another day to me it dont really mean anything to me anymore except for seeing family and a day off work but i still go hang with my friends and do everything i would on a normal day to me. Their is nothing special about it anymore and its sad because i wish i still believed in santa because xmas woukld be so much better.