hspa is tragic

Honestly I hate the HSPA because yes it determing where we stand in education wise but i dont think its fair how if we dont reach past 200 in the testing we arent able to graduate so we waisted over twelve years of our lives.We did four years in high school keep our grades up and stay focused and yet these two test are the reason for some students to not graduate and not recieve a diploma.My situation is i can do work in class and understand the work finish it on time but when its time to test i forget about everything cause i get really nervous and cant stay focused my mind goes completly blank.Crazy enough i passed the english part of the HSPA which suprised me cause i though i was going to fail both sections,well of course i failed the math part and had to take it again and im hoping i passed this time,but i dont think thats right for two reasons,by me taking that math HSPA test it took time off from my other classes and got me behind in work,also if i fail this math section of the test i wont be able to recieve my diploma and i will cry cause if that was the case i wouldnt have worked this hard for nothing.